Thoughts, dreams, ambition, goals.... all these are what i call non physical objects that keeps swirling in every ones mind. I believe that about 50% of those things are secrets and only 25% out of the leftover of 50% are convert into words, which is use to express one self. All this mind objects, helps shape us for what we are right now. Your thoughts allows u to plan what u want to do, dreams are thing that u wish it would happen by itself, ambition is what u want to have or be and goals are what u want to reach for. Everyone has different range of thoughts, dreams, ambition and goals. Thus making us, smart, stupid, act cute, crazy.... and many more. I was thinking why can't we think the same... or read others mind? Maybe i am just too frustrated this few days because of my parents. Sometimes life sucks with them around but without them i will not be able to live till this everyday... So it is better to be happy with what i have now then complain. lolx...

I am a person who socialize when needed and when possible... But deep down i am some how crazy...I kinda like old women... only old women, not old men. I dunno why... i just dunno why... I like, i think more of like like kind of like. Especially, those who treat me nice and stuff. Firstly, i like my Chinese teacher in sec school... followed by wai ling from the office, then now another teacher from my Poly... I dunno what is wrong with me... Sometimes i will think out some reasons for my liking towards them... I have thought of one which i think is the best of all the reasons i have thought of.... I like like women around the age of 30+ to 40+ or more, is because they are nice to me, too nice... sometimes i feel that they are even nicer than my mother. Maybe cause they had good education and thus understand youngster more. Sometimes i wish one of them can be my mother... which is like not possible la... This is my dream, my dream of changing parents.

My goals, is to finish TEP ASAP, I HATE a guy in my group (hope he does not get to read this) He is so irritating, slow learner, childish for a 24 years old guy... i just cannot stand him. For more inside story about him, ask me personally. I dunno want to put anything about him on the blog. I want to get A for TEP! crazy...

My ambition, is to be a teacher? i think... that is my mom's ambition for me... I think i would like to be an accounting teacher in sec schools. I love POA.... I dunno I want in life and where i want to head to... isnt it like so sad... So my final thoughts for today is to break free and find a path that has my name on it!

PS: Love myself, money, anime collection, my cousin(san san jie jie), my poly teachers. Dislike my family(for about 2 days). Hate the guy in my group.

Thanks for reading. Bye bye

Labels: Human

It is the New Year, 2008.

In this new year, i wish to ....erm.... get a lot of thing done... such as, getting TEP done and over with, and be able to draw better - way better than my current skills, get rich - muahaha - cos i want a NDS! Maybe to also slim down, haha.

Then for the year 2007, i think there are some bad things that i found out in our family but i mean it is a form of human behavior so i think it is okay... I think i am someone who is just plain hack care kind of people, as long as u dun touch me, i wont touch u. Oh, i found out that i dun not trust people... oh my god... example, my lecturers told us to study these few chapters but i just study everything... lolx cos i dun believe what they say and i am afraid that they are trying to trick me. A little stupid right... lolx. So the word trust is in the last page of my dictionary.

Oh in the year 2007, i received very few birthday presents, the reasons are, firstly i fall out with azi then got together... i dun remember when, i felt like we are like bf & gf, fall in and out... lolx so i decided that it is not nice to receive presents from her, so i told her that we dun need to buy each other birthday present for this year. Haha. Next reason is that i dun not have much close friend, only friends kind of friends, so no present. I think i have receive 3 presents in 2007, one from neetu, one from my sister and one from my cousin ( san san jie jie ) I love all of them, especially my cousin's one. I am a greedy girl. HAHA. That is fine with me haha. 3 presents are better then non.

Oh yea, i think i had feel in love in 2007 with a guy in my class name Kenneth. (i think his name is spelled like that) Although he is short and does not have a good face complexion but he is nice. Whatever la. He is over, i mean he is history, although i still like him about 20%. So in the year 2008, i must forget about him and reduce the Love-o-meter to 0.00000000000000000000000000~01%, oh that 0.0~01% is for friendship. Then i want to slim down in 2008... i hope i can do it... then in the year 2009 to find a boyfriend. Cos i am already 21 years old in 2009... I dun want to be an old hag...

Then there is school, trying to be a nice girl. But i felt that i am being a little leader, bad leader, like the first emperor of China. Oh yea, get to know a new friend name Yen Ling but just friends only haha! I get to meet alot of new people, such as yann, raj, Terence and some people whom i dun really want to talk about. I am such a bad girl.

Oh do u think this post a too long? I think so too. May i should say...

To be continue in the next post!

Happy New Year, May Chinese New year come by faster!

Signing off
Fumiyo

PS: I LOVE myself, family, drawing, anime stuff and most of all my birthday and xmas presents that i received in 2007!

Labels: Year 2008

Name: Tania
Nick: Tatsumi
Age: 21
Zodiac: Leo
Fav Colors: Purple, Black, White
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