Lost In Chaos-

Sunday, July 27, 2008

The SEME or UKE Quiz

You scored as a The Devilish UKE

You are by far the toughest UKE out there and possibly the most insane. Most people call you a smart-ass or a jerk but just because you get them mad at you doesn't mean you want to hurt them. There is something inside of you that hates to hurt people but the excitement is just too good to waste. Some think you're funny and others think you don't know when to quit but then again you don't really give a damn. You are a fan of comedy and comedians but only because they have the same mind that you do and they speak it so easily. If you are such a person then congratulations, the stinging whip of a Homicidal SEME may do you some good and teach you a lesson.. or make you want the punishment even more, whichever works best. Most SEME can't handle you so it's best to not scare them half to death. Most of any other UKE would befriend you in an instant if you would stop pulling tricks on them. To wrap up your description I sha'll say that you can handle anything. Any kink, and position, any ANYTHING. All you really care about is getting the punishment - some may call it masochism but you just call it heaven.
The Devilish UKE
75%
The Breaker SEME
70%
The Sorrowful UKE
60%
The Optimistic UKE
60%
The Gentle SEME
55%
The Homicidal SEME
50%

LOLX! When and took a quiz on SEME and UKE... feeling shy now... lolx

About my life nowadays, just one word to say... it SUCKS! I hate my grp people, omg!HATES!!!!!

Labels: SEME AND UKE

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

It has been months since i last blogged...

There have been alot of problems... Bought ANI but selling her... yet dun feel like selling her but have to sell her in order to get my 'dream' doll! Lolx

Having stress that cannot cope! I thought was depression.... which is not.... i think...

Project a piling up as usual.... Got an award...make it 2 awards for TEP.

Friends problems again... as usual but watever la i am tired liao... i just need Azi, Neetu and most importantly my family!

I still 'love' Esther alot! Hope to dream about her every night... <--crazy girl

My mother bought a NDS! Fallen into the games... OMG!

I want to get a SD! Dream of Doll Tender E-AN! My baby! Omg! I have to sell ANI! sell her fast fast!

Sometimes i cry for no reason!

When i look at my father, he is like so old liao and i am still so useless.... cant even study and score well...

Look at myself... asking why am i so useless? Can i even get a well paid job?

I love to work at BSU! But the pay is not that good... lolx

Love my BSU (currently at MSC and ELDC) friends (year 2) ... So sweet and nice...

I miss wat had happened in the past, however we cannot go back right?

I have to face wat is ahead of me but i fear of wat is ahead of me...

Going out this saturday with my sister and azi!

I think that that is enough random thoughts! Lolx.... that i basically wat is drifting in my mind for these few days, weeks, months, haven years yet... lolx

Love everyone expect someone who is so dam it whine-y omg i am starting to hate her....! ARH!!! not azi... if anyone want to know email me.^^

Labels: Months

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Thursday, May 08, 2008

There is a new EVENT AT KKnM ANIME HOUSE! Happie!

Click the banner for more details!

I will go down (if i am free) to SUPPORT THEM! You should too!

Now

About me

I just got my results this early morning, when i say early, i mean VERY EARLY!

I subscribed to the school that i would like to receive my results through sms.

This morning, 6.09 am, the message reached my handphone which was on the table. The sound of vibration woke me up at around 6.20am. (Take note my handphone will vibrate at interval when there is an unread message) I opened my heavy eyelids and tried to lift my lazy hand. The vibration of the handphone is pissing me off. Thus i pull out all my strengthen to reach it and then finally grabbing it. I flipped open my handphone using my lazy thumb. (Note, my phone is a flip phone) I press on the 'ok' button to read the message.

The message read as 'Your exam results are BM 0084 DIST, BM0085 B+, BM0086 B+. For more details...... After a quick scan through, I told myself i must be dreaming... I closed my phone... and continue to sleep. However, i was not able to dream anything, then a thought jerked into my mind, 'if i can't sleep that means it is not a dream'. I quickly open up my eyes and read the message again. I had the shock of my life!

I jumped out of bed, swing open my laptop, sign in to the school website and there it was, my results, my long awaited results, my Distinction! I am so proud of my results! I was not able to sleep after that. I closed my eyes but my mind was in the really awake mode! I am so happy!

My Motivation for TEP!

I had a motivation when I was at TEP! At first, I hated TEP tons and the thought of going to TEP really really depressed me! However after getting to know Esther Ho, she slowly change my TEP days and became my motivation. As you know, I admire her alot and i have been talking to her alot during TEP. Later in ELDC, she was my client for the TEP Awards Day. My group did the MM show for that event and i notice that she was sitting infront at the first row... During the event, I was at the backstage, trying so hard to get a glance of her from behind stage curtains. So I told myself, I WANT to get up to the stage to get an award and that is to only time I will really get to see her smiling at me from her seat.

So I told myself that 'I want to be on that stage that day getting an award, looking down at her to see her smiling back at me!'

That is my motivation!

Here is my results!

I am so happie! I have to go to the dentist... sad... i hate the pain...Wish me luck and pray hard for me!

Labels: Anime house event and results

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