Monday, May 14, 2007 ()
YOUR NAME @ 12:20 AM / comment (0)
Dear dariy,
During this weekend, I am quite busy, yet memories of the past do pop up in my mind. Its like good memories, sometimes bad but it is only a fragement that seem to appear. I was eating dinner at Sakae Sushi just now and while queeuing up to wait for seats, my eyes were drawn by a particular seat. At that moment, my mind told me 'Hey that is the seat u have sat with her for lunch, and u have ate so many things compared to her.' The images of eating lunch at Sakae Sushi with her just played in my mind like short clip. I felt so happy and i could see a smile on my face. Thinking of the word ' Sakae Sushi' seems to trigger the thought of having lunch with her and my cousins. Mostly happy thoughts cos only thought of 'her' apppeared in my mind.
After lunch, we had Yami Yogurt, so delicious! When I scoped up a spoonful of yogurt, placed in my mouth, and tasted it. It instantly trigger off the thought of having the same kind of yogurt with 'her'. I still remember why we got to share the tub of yogurt, cos my aunty bought it for me. When sharing with 'her', i can still remember that sometimes, when she was eating, the phone rang and she would start talk on the phone with a client. While 'she' was talking on the phone, i stared at her spoon cos there was a lipstick mark on it. 'EEEEE' lolx. I feel so DAM happy when 'she' is talking to me, or even just beside me. I kinda miss 'her'. DO NOTE! I am not a lesbian. But i dun really like guys. lolx. Maybe i am a lesbain, but i cannot picture myself kiss or holding hands with another girl.
Maybe the kind of feeling i have, when 'she' is around me, seems to be missing from my mother. Maybe i need motherlyhood something like that. Or i just need someone who will love me, talk to me nicely and be nice to me. But dun trust guys, cos in life, man are like beast! I just dun trust man / guys / boys that much. Dunno why. Just got that feeling lor.
It is getting late, now is like 12:45 AM. Later got school lolx. Oyasumi Nasai.
P.S: I think no one is reading so lazy to write any PS... lolx
Labels: Memories