Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ()
YOUR NAME @ 5:27 PM / comment (0)
Hi... dairy...
I think, I am going to die soon... Today so tired... I wish time could freeze so i can take a short nap... As time ticks pass, my eyes feel so heavy, my legs are wobbly, my hands are numb (not totally). Even my laughter is not bubbly... ha...ha... (dry laugh) I am so tired! I got exams next week! Shock right! The shock is like "zap" Exams! ARH! I am so tired...
Poly friends are all broken up. I feel so sad and angry. I love the lively and hug-able Min Choo.. I love Neetu but i cannot hang out with Min Choo any more cos she is with another group of people whom i dun really like especial one of them. Cos she cause me to have a lot of headaches over projects. I just hate her to the CORE! Never mind la At least can see Min Choo laughing loudly and smile almost all the time. It is fine with me but the unhappiness is still there la... I hope they can patch up!
I think i still like that someone. Although he is just a little taller than me, weird hair style and bad in his words, he is nice. I know that it is not possible cos he is already someone else's but the feeling is still there. I try to avoid him and my reason is cos he is not in my 'dictionary' but it seems to draws attention. He says 'hi-s'and 'bye-s' and i just walk away lor but every time when he walks pass me i can feel my heart pump faster and my body start to feel hot lor... Sick right? Is there anyway to stop that feeling by extract is from my heart or mind? Why do i have that kind of feeling? Love? I hope not...
PS: Happy belated birthday to my Friends! Neetu and Jannah. Love u guys and everyone who knows me. Hope that someone can help me in solving the problems I am facing. I love my drawings and i hate exams & TEP!
Labels: Tired sad and tried to hard