Sunday, January 13, 2008 ()
YOUR NAME @ 10:54 PM / comment (0)
Thoughts, dreams, ambition, goals.... all these are what i call non physical objects that keeps swirling in every ones mind. I believe that about 50% of those things are secrets and only 25% out of the leftover of 50% are convert into words, which is use to express one self. All this mind objects, helps shape us for what we are right now. Your thoughts allows u to plan what u want to do, dreams are thing that u wish it would happen by itself, ambition is what u want to have or be and goals are what u want to reach for. Everyone has different range of thoughts, dreams, ambition and goals. Thus making us, smart, stupid, act cute, crazy.... and many more. I was thinking why can't we think the same... or read others mind? Maybe i am just too frustrated this few days because of my parents. Sometimes life sucks with them around but without them i will not be able to live till this everyday... So it is better to be happy with what i have now then complain. lolx...
I am a person who socialize when needed and when possible... But deep down i am some how crazy...I kinda like old women... only old women, not old men. I dunno why... i just dunno why... I like, i think more of like like kind of like. Especially, those who treat me nice and stuff. Firstly, i like my Chinese teacher in sec school... followed by wai ling from the office, then now another teacher from my Poly... I dunno what is wrong with me... Sometimes i will think out some reasons for my liking towards them... I have thought of one which i think is the best of all the reasons i have thought of.... I like like women around the age of 30+ to 40+ or more, is because they are nice to me, too nice... sometimes i feel that they are even nicer than my mother. Maybe cause they had good education and thus understand youngster more. Sometimes i wish one of them can be my mother... which is like not possible la... This is my dream, my dream of changing parents.
My goals, is to finish TEP ASAP, I HATE a guy in my group (hope he does not get to read this) He is so irritating, slow learner, childish for a 24 years old guy... i just cannot stand him. For more inside story about him, ask me personally. I dunno want to put anything about him on the blog. I want to get A for TEP! crazy...
My ambition, is to be a teacher? i think... that is my mom's ambition for me... I think i would like to be an accounting teacher in sec schools. I love POA.... I dunno I want in life and where i want to head to... isnt it like so sad... So my final thoughts for today is to break free and find a path that has my name on it!
PS: Love myself, money, anime collection, my cousin(san san jie jie), my poly teachers. Dislike my family(for about 2 days). Hate the guy in my group.
Thanks for reading. Bye bye
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