Friday, April 25, 2008 ()
Today...
Blog San, Today...
Today I went out with my only friend Azi... Although i have many friends in NYP but I never went out with them. I went PS = Plaze Singapura. I ate KFC, went Spotlight to buy stuff, went Poh Kim, Blue Max, Daiso.... Then went to school although i had no classes... Reached home around 6+.
Is life that boring?
I am just telling....
Let me put in some flesh to this skeleton.
PS waited for Azi, late again... for 15MINS! Notice that i was being 'Norms', in other words, being normal, staring into space, playing NDS... So normal, typical, boring... Saw a Japanese kid ( that is wat i think she is ) was staring at the Japanese restaurant ads, pointing at the ice cream while looking at her mother who was 1.5 meters away from her, trying to ask her to leave the ads alone. Typical... Then Azi came, we went to KFC, ate chicken and u know Singaporeans always follow the 'Guidelines' - e.g chili dispenser = use the small plastic dish to hold ur chili... I was like... so small la... use the paper plate for the chicken to get the chili... = bigger more space for chili and u look stupid holding that small plastic dish with the chili while walking back to ur sit... lolx.
Talked about school poilitics, found out that art student are nice people... Normal poly student = evil, think too much, standard, typical, BORING! Talked about boys when there were 2 guys sitting beside me... lolx... lucky never get beaten up...
After lunch went SpotLight walk around, fooled around... Azi and her hats... kept wanting me to try on hats... dunno wat is wrong with her... lolx Funny tho... Bought a total of 17.40....T.T
Went off after a brisk walk round Poh Kim, Blue Max and Daiso. Took train, reached Yio Chu Kang, body moved by itself. Went to school... wanted to talk to Esther Ho but she was not in, went to find BSU team 2 Supervisiors, both on leave... went outside lecture, played NDS till 4, tried my luck again at Esther Ho's office still no one there... So went to BSU team 2 sat down with them talk about happenings in TEP... Had alot of laughters... Smsed Esther to check if she was in her office.
And Yes she was. Rush down with a smile on my face... so happy! Talked to her about why i chose HRM... talked and talked... so sweet... she looks good... pretty...Lovely! Ah! Heavens!
Around 5.30, she went to fetch her son ETHAN! So cute, but i went off first and walked a differnt path. Took some pictures...
Today
Last day of TEP
Labels: Norms
Saturday, April 19, 2008 ()
Blog sama...
I have been quite tired these few days... I was down with sore throat on ... i think was Thursday... now down with flu... WTF! I was sick only a few week ago... dam that flu virus! I cannot sleep due to the data work i have to do or should i say did on Friday since Friday is over.
I was not able to sleep! SLEEP! My mind can't seem to rest... When i close my eyes, vivid images of the Excel spread sheet kept screening pass my mind... and i thought that my Excel skills were needed... PLEASE LA it is just keying data la! For goodness sakes, my mom can even do it la! I thought my aunt was like going to ask me to set up a new database for her... with all those formulas... pls la it is just entering the data and her formulas skills for Excel is way better la! I have never even seen those formulas she used la! Angry! Free labour some more! But whatever la, as if a kid like me can say 'CAN'T U ASK SOMEONE ELSE TO DO? DAM IT! EVEN MY MOM CAN DO IT!'
*Note: I am all angry cos of flu, cos of lies, cos of not being able to get into the state of R.E.M = to rapid eye movement. These factors make me very VERY SHORT-TEMPERED!
Oh well, I saw Wai Ling... so pretty! Love Loves! The only happy thing that happened these few days... She saw me and waved at me... hehe happie
Oh about school... although TEP ended, and there are still something not cleaned up but the teacher did not call me haha... but she emailed me... She did not need me to go back to school. Happie but there are some errors which i think she see wrongly, cos she did not call me after i verified with her through the phone... I think she see wrongly lolx... I still kinda miss TEP and Esther Ho... I keep calling her Esther but she wants me to call her Ms Ho, lolx.
Lastly, about the doll hobby i am currently into, the doll that i want to buy have a new version. This new version is the white skin version = to more pale looking.
Pretty right! Love it... but Love the normal skin version more! ANI! I will get it next month!
BYE BYE
PS: I believe i can fall a sleep and enter into my dreamland. I believe i can fall a sleep and enter into my dreamland. I believe i can fall a sleep and enter into my dreamland.*Chanting, chanting* I hate when people lie to me! but i do lie to people lolx, especially to parents... but honestly i am a bad liar... so i seldom lie... Thus i hate people who lie to me! Suckers! If anyone feel offended, i would like to say sorry... forgive me for being such an ass hole!
Labels: illness es
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ()
Blog san
Today is a boring day again... The pain of saving money is the cause of all this boredom...
What am I saving for? For a ELuts doll! Kid delf ANI~ Kawaii desu ne?
Here is the picture!=)
My current savings is SGD$ 200, I need to save SGD$ 400 at least!
Shipment?To Azi - Ai hana's house.
Why?Cause if I were to ship it to my house, my mother will kill me! And shred me into thousands, millions of pieces.
Why do I want to get a doll so expensive?I am crazy and weird. Lolx I LOVE BJD! LOVE LOVE! I saw them once at Animehouse and i was like WOW! But dare not ask the owner what it was... up till now...
Why do I want to have one now? and not in the past?I have angbao money that i dunno where to spend so... BJD sudden just came to mind... lolx dunno how did that thought came to mind... lolx
Now?Holidays... trying very hard not to go out... need to buy [Animage] Magazine but must control! Arh!
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Friday, April 11, 2008 ()
Hi blog it has been a month. Now it is the end of TEP.
I will miss TEP, friends (at TEP other than Zhong huan...) I kinda like TEP, dun feel like going back to studies... But i have been quite "weak" for the past few weeks in TEP... Kept having flue and sore throat... I love the "work stress" at TEP.
I will miss Esther Ho alot! Oh My God... Love Love... Love to talk to her and to see her smile is enough to make my happy and all "high" the whole day!
Back to TEP... I have been quite tired doing SOOOOO~ many things for the past 18 weeks especially in the last 9 weeks! OMG i going to die... In BSU, life is not only tiring, it is terrifying,tedious and i would like to say kinda "cursed". Basically, We had to do data entry, and everyone should know that there will always be "human error". The data can never be 100% correct... So the more the teachers ask and demanded (e.g more charts and breakdowns) the more errors "popped" out. I am tired, I think in the whole of BSU team 2, the only one that knows most about the data would be me. It is not that i am boastful or what, it is like i have been hugging my laptop, hogging on the data and thumb drive, doing "OTs" at HOME! For goodness sake! What the hell am I doing? Is it for marks? Is it to "suck" up on teachers? Is it Responsibility? Is it a must doing thing? Can't i just let some else do it? Why must it be me? I think maybe I am a Virgo that is why... perfectionist... I want the data to be correct at least in my eyes! I am getting crazy...
In TEP, I had also found out that i kinda hate the whole world. OMG! WTF! I mean, i was not able to delegate the tasks out properly, no one wants to listen. People unwilling to do work. I mean dammit la, u people are killing me! Here I stabbing myself with the blunt edged data and there u sprinkle salt onto my wound... I am so unhappy and disappointed...
Yet we had happy moments, Laugh and laugh, but i just hate people who keep on KEEP ON say " I am fat, fat, fat" Do u know I can hear it... Dam it la I know u are fat but actually u are not, ur clothes are making u look fat, dammit... I just dun want to say much... Flumes Flumes Flumes.....!
BSU is a hard live, hard live, barely have time... And now do u think i should go back after my TEP ended... the data is not well cleaned... Do think i should go back to help them? I fear that there will be more errors... I am scared! Scared that there will be more work to do and OMG .... the more i think the more errors or should i say "untidy" work "popping" out again... What should i do! ARH!!!
Today, I had a bad day.. a VERY VERY BAD feeling, I dunno why... why on the last day i felt fear towards Jennifer Tan, our teacher - supervisor... A weird feeling... Was she too nice today? or too scary? I cannot differentiate... When she smiled at me a chill went down my spine... Am I myself today...? When i looked at her fear just arouse... Weird!
RAGE! ANGER! MAD! WEIRD! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! WHAT THE F**KING HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!
*If I offended anyone, I would like to say Sorry... but it is honest words from my heart!
PS: Need counselling!
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